it’s getting harder…admittingly..
the urges are getting more frequent..i seem to be eating more chocolate.. (that milktray is almost all gone.. and still hidden..lol)
yanno how i said i was a funny kind of smoker..
I told my messageboard mates today that i was quitting smoking..
they have been my friends for 3 years now.. and the majority didnt know i smoked..lol.. thats how much i despise it.. i hide it like I am ashamed of it.. my secret shame..lol
im putting things on a scale..
imagine this is my scale…1….2….3…4…5….all the way up to 100.
i am currently at 3 (day 3) and i want to get to 100. if i have a smoke, i have to start from the beginning again…
I dont see the point in anything that i do that would want me to go back to the starters line…
i think im going to put my lil scale at the bottom.